Looking Back...

So tonight I was looking back at my old childhood photos. I was looking for my ice skating pictures specfically. I found them and looked through alot of other pictures like past christmases and birthday parties. I used to be so happy and carefree. I really did have a great childhood filled with different experiences like ice skating,girl scouts, and handbells. I don't know why I stopped doing extra things like that. When I was in high school I just went to school came home and went online and my life has been like that for a while now. I need to get more involved in stuff. It is like I live my life through other peoples happiness and dreams. I don't even really know what I want. If only I still had the spirit and care freeness I had when I was younger. I could do even greater things. I am trying to think outside of the box about what I may like to try or do in the future. I know I would like to try a sport of some sort. Maybe start skating alittle bit though I was never good I just skated around the ice for fun. The problem is I need to find something close to home. Something I can get excited about and enjoy. Maybe become an instructor if I become good. Hopefully, I will stubble opon something soon. I also want to start volunteering somewhere as well.