So I was planning on majoring in Human Services. Planning is the important word here. Well I was going to have to take out student loans to do this. I knew that, but after I started reading about loans. I was researching students loans and saw some things I didn't like. Not being in control of how much I will have to pay back scares me. I don't think I will make too much money with an associate in Human Services and since my past blog posts have talked about how a 4 year school is not really an option for me and you could benefit greatly from a 4 year degree.I am stuck....once again. I have chronic change my mind in college disease. I don't know how many times it has happened and will continue to happen. Maybe I will change my mind back. I just have to think about it. I could finally see the light, not anymore.
I will be 23 this year.I have 6 months.I really don't know how much more I can take. I just don't know where I fit in in this world. I have tried to figure it out so many times. Many things just don't seem to work out. Sometimes I think there is something wrong with me like I am broken or something. I can't keep going on like this. Things just haven't been working out.Thankful I have my friends and family, but they can't make up my mind for me. It is something I have to work out. I just want to get away and move on with my life.
2 comments:
Aw...:( I'm so sorry you are down and that you are feeling this way. I hate that we are forced to make such big, life changing decisions at such a young age! I have faith in you though. You will figure out what you want to do and whatever that is, you are gonna do great in it!
Ditto on what Jessica said. Making decisions sucks. You are such an amazing person, and a really great friend! If there is anything you need, please let me know!!
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