Saturday, January 8, 2011

행복 aka Happiness

Well today I was looking thru my old music videos that I had saved to my favorites on youtube. I have one for Asian Videos and one for music in English. Well I was going thru my Asian mvs which I like to do some days. I listened to some music danced in my chair a lot and then started listening to my favorite Korean boy band from back in the day which is Super Junior. I stubble upon a video I hadn't seen yet since I don't follow them that much anymore. I watched the video and they have grown up so much. I can't really explain it, they are just beautiful to me. I followed them thru the good and the bad.

Watching them reminded me of how happy I used to be. I watched the video and I started crying even though we don't speak the same language I usually cry when they do. I just don't like to see them upset. I was crying this time because I was proud and because I missed them. I know that a lot of people probably find my love of Asian boy bands weird, but I don't care. I haven't listened to them as much partly because I was scared of what people thought, but this is who I am and I am not going to let society make me feel weird because I enjoy listening to music in different languages. It is easy to sing a song in English since I speak it, but in another language is a challenge and I love trying to make my mouth say new sounds (words,but they are new to me) I have never heard or thought I could say. I love languages.So maybe I am going to be more happier now. It is good to remember who you are and just enjoy it. I am me and no one is like me!

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