Just thinking

Maybe I shouldn't toss away my dreams like yesterdays trash.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me -Philippians 4:13 NKJV

Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.-Mark 11:24 NIV

My problem is faith not only in myself,but that God can make it happen for me. I have a dream and I push it aside for awhile and some how it comes back up. Maybe things aren't working out so great for a reason and maybe I am not as happy as I could be. I guess I am just scared.

I need a make better

My birthday is in less than two months. I will be 23. I haven't been on a date and I don't really know how to talk to men that I am attracted too. Maybe if I felt more confident about myself I wouldn't think..hmm how could they like ME? I try and look nice and modest. I don't stand out very much and I know this. I think I am going to give myself a make better not going to change my modesty though. Then maybe I will feel more confident.Start wearing some make up and get a hair cut ( I need one anyway get rid of my dyed hair). I would like to get contacts, but I don't think I can afford them right now. I will post pics when I get my make better!

My Little Wild Man.

You can't tell now, but he can be a wild thing!

Summer class is over

I finished my first class of Human Services. I believe I did pretty well. I am ready to start fall semester, after our break of course. I still feel like I fit in, which is hard to do sometimes. I am also excited because I joined the International Club at my college and Conversational Partners as well. With conversational partners you meet with your non native English speaking partner and help them work on their conversational English. I hope I don't teach them slang, but proper English. Anyway, I am just excited about the future. I wasn't active in clubs in High School. I used to be really self conscious so this is the first club since I can remember.

New member of the family!

Yesterday I got a kitten. I named him Deuce. He is black and white like a soccer ball. My favorite soccer player is Clint Dempsey who is nicknamed Deuce. He is very sweet and playful. Our dog who is about 12 has taken an interest in him, Deuce trys to play with his tail when he walks by sometimes. I guess he makes Beethoven feel young or something.

I decided to get a kitten because I wanted something to love. Everyone has their own lives and are busy. I just wanted a companion. My brother says that is how crazy cat ladies start..oh well. I am old enough to take care of an animal and have a job so I thought why not. He will hopefully be with me for a very long time and will live with me when I move out. This is the start of many new and fun things to come.