Changes

I am trying to make some positive changes in my life. I am going to start exercising for one. I also want to be able to put my emotions aside. I always think how a situation will affect me and I don't think too much about how a situation affects other people involved. I made a decision to take a break from school for now. I have been working part time and I am going to look for another part time job in the future. I want to feel more like an adult when I turn 22 which is in less than 2 months.

Confused II

I am the most indecisive person I know. I can stand at a vending machine for two minutes deciding if I want animal crackers or chips. You can imagine if I have a hard time at a vending machine my future is much harder to decide.

I am weighing more options for my future now. Something will work out I am just having somewhat of a hard time right now. I just never know what to do! I can't stress that statement enough. I know what I want and that is to travel. I am not sure how to make that work.

Another Goal

I wrote a post entitled Goal a few months ago. I wanted to travel some where in 6-9 months. I am not sure if that is going to happen, but I do know one thing I need sometime alone. I haven't spent too much time alone.I haven't moved out or anything like that. The longest I have been alone is like 4 days and I didn't do anything productive at all. That is going to change. Next summer I want to go on a vacation by myself for at least 5 days in a new city I have never visited before. I need to discover who I am and be more comfortable about myself.

I am thinking somewhere in Maine maybe Portland or San Francisco, California. It is on my bucket list to go to the west coast. I have also thought about going to Maine for a long time. I have time to decide though.

If anyone has any other suggestions let me know. I am looking for a change of scenery.

Hmm

School starts back for me on Tuesday. I am kinda of dreading it. I just want this semester to be over with so I know where I stand and can figure out what to do next.

#9 On my Bucket List

Go to an Alabama football game (a home game).I got my tickets yesterday!