Wondering...

I wonder what God's will is for my life. What my job/career will be? What my life will be like 5 years from now? Who I will I be close friends with? Will I recieve a degree? When will I move out? I just wonder. It is exciting how my life can turn into anything I want it to be. I will just have to see what is next. Patience is what I need more of. I am thankful that I am still alive and that I can hopefully learn the answers to my questions.

The Future.

I have to figure out what is most important to me. I know education is very important and I am not going to quit school. I want to be independent. People my age are already out of the house and in Universities. I feel behind. My life has been stuck for a year and a half ever since my accident. Why can't I let it go and finally forgive myself? Driving to me is beyond scary it is crippling and has made me very dependent on others.I don't want to be like that. I am very thankful to everyone who has drove me anywhere because I never would have left my house otherwise which is sad. I take things way to harsh. Everyone else can just move on and drive that very same day they got into an accident. I take things hard and am losing faith in myself sometimes. Well this is my reality....